Life

Amount that chased I chased

Abundance that chased 

Make me feel safe

it's temporary

a sight satisfied me 

a food filled me

a harmony sooth me

it's temporary

a sleep refresh me

a kiss flew me

a companion missed me

it's temporary

it's hard to letting go

well that's life

it's puzzled me

it's temporary

Meditation I



It's was Sunday afternoon
There were no dinner anytime soon
The night was dark without the moon
It could be healer for my wound

My mind was like an ocean raged by wind
Unable to calm as people hope to sailed in
I might swallow ships, and never will be seen
That was always been

Awhile back, Princes came to me
With her royalty, smile as beautiful as can be
For a moment, I feel like being sucked up in a reverse bungee
She said that her heart want to break free
I asked why? But the answer was never clear to me

Another time, Venus came by
Holding me up when I was ready to say goodbye
Gives me false hope of my question why
In the end, I still lost in my way

It was Sunday evening
The bird had long give up to sing
Soon, it was to be Monday morning
The time to make my brain working

It's was Monday morning
My brain was not working

It's Friday morning...
Now

being smart doesn't really have to know everthing, but how could I absorb everthings

Heart



I have a gap between my reasoning
Giving a bridge between dream and logic
Its function as a room as well
When its emty, its everything
Until somebody had sneak in

A heart
It is self consuming
Yes its consuming
Consuming the same reason for it happiness

A Heart
It is like a cage
That keep the bird inside
But only for a while
Now the time has come
To free the bird again
The cage have to be emptied

Good bye...

squa-pong

Rise a litle late that day
Woke up from ruined teritory
Born in the living room of new house
With parents of squash and pingpong

It had been sweat tha make it sweet
It has been competition that make it fun
And the people that make it run

It had been fun my friends
And I hope it will always be

(rose from new house with the tenan of Kitchen Gang veteran)

THE JOURNEY

if one wondering why
why friendship occur in the first place?
I say it was because of
common goal
common needs
and instead of competing
we bond together during critical time
to generate even greater strength
and we are

Bed time

look at me
I’m in the middle of something
specialty is not define anymore
boundary is getting fader

look at me
I’m all around
I’m been seeking for the better
but have not been be the best

look at me
I’m in the middle of everything
among friends and enemies
who loves and hates me

look at me
and nothing more

EURO 2004

tenangnya hariku dimulai
saat burung pipit mulai bernyanyi
diterpa udara dingin pagi
membangunkanku dengan pasti

tapi itu
kini tak kudapat lagi
burung pipit tak ku kudengar lagi bernyanyi
tak kurasakan lagi udara dingin pagi
tidur telah menarikku jauh ke alam mimpi
mengunciku sampai siang hari

kulirik jam
pukul 12 siang
tapi kantuk belum hilang

Angan-Angan

Have it troubles me
put my life at stakes
but that's life
it's all about fight

Being me
life sometime too painfull
that's why i was born
to feel what pain that I coused before

Being me
life sometime full of enjoyment
that's why i'm here
to let it go someday

Inspired after watching Ong Bak, while packing before heading HOME ......

Nyepi

Time had brought me back
Time will too send me back
But before that
I just need my time to sets back
Thinking what had I done before
In great plan of future

Happy New Year Caka 1926
May Peace, Fun, Joy, Happiness, always be within our Heart

My Home Town

Foreseen

still walking around the corner
day by day has passed without a trace
without a clue what will happen next
with the step to better define

i'm maybe tired
there is no hope in sight
i maybe gonna loose
but not today
today i fight with all my strenght
stay upright until the end

every turn will not be a cycle
i wont expect everything the same
everything just move ahead
coz i just realized
there is no way to turning back

Merry Christmas
and Happy New Years 2004

jalan-jalan

as i walk any further
i doubt things goint to be clearer
all i hope my minde getting cleverer
when price might not getting any cheaper

as i lost last night
lucky i didnt end up in a fight
in those my drunky sight
with the crunch on the palm to leave the site

walking around with disturbtion of bat
it might just the rat
or the rabbit in the magician hat
or just the lost cat
as the street starting to wet

Maaf

wondering how its gonna be
for sometime it was to be
we all talk and see
and share among something to give

yesterday
alot of things had happen
and much more still to come
today and tomorrow
forgive me bro and sis
And hope for peace as a wish

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri bagi yang merayakan
Mohon maap lahir bathin

Kangen

i have something i my mind
which i wont say
i have something i my heart
which i wont denied
its hope for you that makes my sway
likes those clouds floating away
wondering around in the sky
at one end,
down to earth as the rain
and makes its way to the sea
somehow......

Seperti biasa

Seperti biasa, Koran Today datang sekitar jam 530. Pagi buta begini mana ada yang bangun untuk melihat si tukang koran datang. Kecuali kami-kami yang bangun pagi-pagi karena terpaksa, atau memaksakan diri. Tidak ada bedanya. Teringat tadi pagi "Ko ambil korannya.. ntar siangan hilang di embat orang". Walaupun akhirnya yang mengambil roomate gua satu-satunya, tapi akhirnya tetap gua yang mendapat giliran membaca pertama. Kubalik-balik halaman, sepintas lalu cuman untuk melihat headline-headline berita. Tak ada yang tampak menarik. Tak ada yang begitu mempesona, begitu mempesona untukku merelakan waktu mandi pagiku beberapa menit.

Apakah mungkin tak ada lagi yang berarti untuk di perhatikan? Malang sekali. Coba di bayangkan !! dalam semalam sebegitu banyak berita yang di jejalkan dalam beberapa lembar koran ini. Tapi mengapa tak dari seribu, satu yang membuatku terhentak. Terkurung di keasikan sendiri, membiarkan berita tlah lewat. Lebih parahya, koran ini gratis pula.

Balik.. di balik lagi. Halaman berlalu sampe klasification section yang hampir tak pernah ku baca. Langsung di skip sampai halaman terakhir. Halaman terakhir yang "by default" di isi oleh iklan Dell computer. Mungkin yang ini aku lihat sebentar. Membandingkan harga dan spesifikasi. Adakah mereka menawarkan, setidaknya sama dengan spesifikasi komputer ku yang sekarang, dimana beberapa bulan lagi akan menjadi barang antik. Aku tersenyum, tidak ada. Isi timbangan selalu di ganti pada satu sisi. Menyembunyikan kenyataan sisi yang lain. Agar tidak merusak keseimbangan, maka salah satu harus dikorbankan. Setidaknya begitulah yang kulihat. Mungkin aku salah. Tapi siapa yang mau menyalahkan. Lupakan saja.

By Me

if i know something
that was not create by me
if i say something
that was not create by me
if i discover something
that was not create by me
if i found you
its just the begining of the fight

i've seen some
still no clue what i'll become
i just modified it
turn to make my live easier
still......
cos its was not create by me


note: abis nonton matrix revolution :)